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[Mar. 28th, 2008|10:01 pm] |
now i know how it feels like to feel so lousy, to feel so shi bai over things.
i totally feel like a loser. i've never felt this way before and seriously i am a loser.
it took me just so long to realise this,
to realise why everything went wrong.
butthen, since i know what went wrong,
i promised myself that iwould improve on.
i would workhard and change.
i would want something great for myself.
i would like to feel great.
i guess the only reason why i'm afraid to fall its because i don't know how to and i don't know when.
but finally i chanced upon an enlightment.
and i'm really glad.
a loser is me.
a over-achiever
can you teach me how to stop having high expectations of yourself.
that make you really really tired.
when the whole world tells me that i'm doing well,
deep down i'll always know that that's not the case.
cause my own expectations are always_________
i wanna let go.
but seriously how do i ?
totally loser. |
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