thburningstar

[	Tags	|	don't tell me that i was wrong, my sunshine, right here to catch your fall	]
[	Current Mood	|	depressed	]

A legend.
But whether or not it's kept in your hearts, i don't know.

Bdiv'o8 photos, i think they're cool.













My love, which will never be forgotten.
But then again, it's so empty.
Just th nine of us? I guess it'd have been much more fun with Yushi & Qian around.

Gone gone, th past's all gone.

astoldbycheryl

I am bamboozedly HAPPY..

Cause today's unofficially the last day of proper lessons AND TMRW'S THE BEGINNING OF SABBSSSSSS :D Hooray people how can you all not be happy!

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15 things I want to do this June hol while mugging for Blocks:
1. Read Lock and Key (:

2. Finish that damn cross-stitch I've been doing since Primary 4

3. Watch Gossip Girl (Ed Westwick > Chace Crawford anytime, really)

4. Practise SBJ so that unfortunate embarrassing incidents will NEVER NEVER NEVER occur again during Napfa 

5. Get more ear piercings

6. Watch Liverpool matches at Jessie/Josh's house (out of desperation due to lack of cable TV at home -.-)

7. PON ALL CCA SESSIONS, kidding

8. Learn French/Korean/Italian/some exotic language so that I can marry a hunk of that country when I grow up and have really cute kids HA HA

9. Learn how to watch horror movies without dying from fright

10. Read more food blogs while salivating in front of the computer
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Oh sheeshie. I'm staring at the long list of holiday homework and list of topics to study for Block Tests right now. Ugh, what a killjoy. Anyway, my IH marks really make me very happy. :D

thburningstar

[	Tags	|	my sunshine, on th street whr th night lamp shines, right here to catch your fall	]
[	Current Mood	|	nostalgic	]

Truly, madly, deeply.

Checked out a particular blog which made me tear.
Totally reminded me of what life used to be. So good, so fun.
Now that season's over, now that we don't have to come for trainings anymore, now that no one seems to care, it upsets me more than a lil' bit. So many memories, yet at th end of th day everyth's just gna be buried by time.
I miss pairing up with Maychew dd on court, doing th 'Mag dd thing' with me trying my very best to imitate Mag dd's actions. I miss pairing up with Yushi, doing all th cool stuff even without needing communicating. I miss trying to lead Sharlene & Nicole, giving them all sorts of eye signals just so that our attacks could vary more, trying different ways to break th opponents' defence. I miss Laoshi. I miss Laoshi scolding me. I miss her harsh words, saying i could never make it. I miss training our asses off like thr's no tomorrow. I miss playing while carrying th Nanyang reputation, th Nanyang spirit.
Yes i'm still in Nanyang, yet th feeling's all so different. I don't know. Looking forward to playing in Hwachong, but i guess it'll never be th same anymore. What's gna happen thr, i don't know.
After this year, it's not as simple as me being a ld, it's not as simple as crossing th bridge & coming back once in a while to see how things are going. Cause nothing's really gna be th same anymore. Even now, i miss th hall. I don't feel like leaving Nanyang cause Nanyang Basketball's th place whr my heart lived. I don't know how to take my heart out from thr & move on.

To M, whom might or might not be reading this.
It'll proably be all different, never th same. But i'll promise you that for whatever unhappiness you have this year, i'll do my best to give you whatever i can next year. No matter whr, i'll be thr. Remember our promise (which we never kept to actually), we'll always look for each other whenever we feel like crying. Always here for you to bully, to laugh with, or just simply to listen to you. You have my love. (:

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When it dawns upon you that you've gta start waving goodbye.

thburningstar

[	Tags	|	right here to catch your fall, with a sky so dark	]
[	Current Mood	|	deflated	]
[	Current Music	|	Time in a bottle	]

In a heartbeat ,

Roar, sigh. I think i'm quite a failure & i don't really know how to face Laoshi when she gets back. It's like she entrusted xds to me, & yet i'm not pushing them to their fullest. They certainly didn't use to train th way they are training now before Laoshi went overseas. I don't know, maybe i haven't done my part well, i think it's me. I mean they are all very nice juniors who can work hard & produce results, so it's probably just me pulling them down.

"I can be your friend, i don't even mind being on th same level as you; picking balls, filling up your bottles for you. As long as it helps, i'm fine with it. I can even joke with you guys th whole day like no one's business. But at th end of th day, it's up to you to help yourself. My 100% effort will be of no use if you don't give yours too."


I hope you understand that i don't wna fly my balloons alone.
Instead i wna fly them with you guys.
But first, you've got to prove to me that you're worthy of my efforts.


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Some scars don't show.

Being super duper kind, angelic me has decided to ENRICH this lj. After all, I do not wish for Sandy's readers to get sick of this barren meaningless land after one year. I acknowledge the owner's hopeless blogging style, which includes the use of lousy metaphors/similes/analogies. Therefore, I'll TRY to adopt her style and finish today's post for her.

HELLO WORLD-WHICH-IS-AS-ROUND-AS-AN-ORANGE (sorry, this is the lousiest simile i can think of)! I shall relate on how unlucky Charcoal Png Bin Selamat has been the whole of today, since she woke up.

First thing in the morning, she choked on her Colgate toothpaste. In her panick, she swallowed the whole tube instead. Poor her had to put her hand through her oesophagus to pull out the toothpaste so she could brush her teeth. Unfortunately, her hand got corroded by the gastric juices. In the end, she lost both arms and her toothpaste. To add on, her teeth was still unbrushed and her breath reeked of dead garlic butterflies, what she savoured the night before.

Charcoal was sad but she didn't cry. She was used to being dirty, you see. She proceeded to the breakfast table but was shocked at the 3 slices of bread lying on the plate. She didn't fancy the idea of eating bread early in the morning. Unhappy, she gave the bread to the monkey beside her (it's her relative yah).

Charcoal decided to survive on just toothpaste and went to meet up with Sheena at the bus interchange. Following a bunch of uncles and aunties, she boarded bus 852, only to get mistaken as Mas Selamat. He refused to start the bus and insisted on bringing her to the police. Poor charcoal had to alight from the bus and walk to school.

Other than not studying for bio quiz, school was relatively fine. After all, there were two angels to give her guidance throughout the day. Charcoal is super grateful towards these two angels and now promises in public to treat them to a meal each. Both meals ought to include abalone, bird nest, caviar, etc. She will also sponsor them on a five day trip to Hawaii.

Just as Charcoal thought that her day wouldn't get any worser, Barney suddenly dropped from the sky and ate her up. Now, she is waiting to be excreted from the other end of Barney's guts. 

We await for Charcoal's reappearance. This post ends here.

thburningstar

[	Tags	|	my sunshine, on th street whr th night lamp shines, with all th doubts life can ever give, with lots of love	]
[	Current Mood	|	crazy	]

Pictures of you, pictures of me.

've been uncovering stuff like no one's business without any intention to do so these days, roar. Then it suddenly dawned upon me, if this is th type of life i wna live/th type of friends i wna be with. I don't really know cause life's quite complicating at times, seriously.
Politics everywhr. Why can't people just take some stuff a lil' simpler, then life would be so much more fun. Like what Yenling always said in primary school, "for fun & laughter, peace & joy". Roar, sometimes i really miss th innocent kindergarten days, whr we were all so carefree.

Anyway, went to SBC after school with Sharlene today. Watched Hwachong vs Tampines & a lil' of RJ. Not very exciting lah, th games today. Thr's HC vs SA on Wednesday! Exciting! But have to train th juniors cause Laoshi's still not back yet i think, roar. To all beloved juniors who are reading this, you better thank & appreciate me for this okay! Hahaha. Mm met so many people thr. C dd, Mc dd, D dd, Mag dd, Ay dd, Ky dd, Huiting, Xiaohui, Jieying etc. Jasmin & Hidayah too. :D Yizhen went with us too yah haha. Plus met Ms Leo! Omg, cute. :D She's as cute as ever lah, though th last time i talked to her was like September/October last year? Hahaha. Talked to her for a while then she was asking me about JC stuff so i told her i wna go JJ to play under her hahaha. :D I think both of us are like lil' kids together. She's so damn childish lah omg, but super cute. :D Bought her pear flavoured ribena, hehe. Totally reminded me of our Asian Schools Tournament in Vietnam. She's totally cute, seriouslyyyyyy. :D Mag dd was quite cute too, haha. "Give me power!" Lol (inside joke) damn funny. Talked a lil' to Maychew dd & found out some stuff, hmm. Oh yah Jasmin my silly love, please takecare of your tongue! & Stop buying apples cause it makes you look super aunty hahahahaha. :D




I don't see why some people can be such hypocrites, sigh.

Oh & to th one who thinks i'm fake/doubts if i'm real or not, i don't know what else to say but to say that i'm really disappointed.
原來我的愛 在你眼中只是一片空白

PS/ Happy Birthday, Weiteng dd! :D

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Broken into pieces, yet you still stay in every single piece.

astoldbycheryl

I JUST TALKED TO THE BSP SCHOLARS! :D

Yanxin/Elise/Lizi/Eyu/Suyun (: It was so cool, all of a sudden they started coming online on gmail/MSN and I was multitasking and switching between loads of windows at a time, HAHA.

Didn't talk to Rouz though, I really wanted to but there wasn't enough time ):

Sheesh, missed you all today! The class now is small, and uh kinda cute though. We are forced to go around together with different groups of people. Went home today with Nicole Ester Caiyi and Shumei!

Hmmm so Man U won the Premier League title. Their 10th in 16 years... Expected it all along, seriously. And yeah they're just one short of Liverpool's record 18 English League Titles, so it's kinda scary. 

Just spent an hour reading up on FIFA 100. Don't think some players should be in it.. Andriy Shevchenko, David Beckham as well. They're not really the 'greatest living footballers', are they? And many more players should be in it... But then again, the list was created in 2004, so yeah.

Okay, have to finish my BSP SBQ. If you thought IH SBQ was bad enough, try doing one in Chinese. -.-

Anyway, Iris's a pig. Dear batchmate, I'd like to see you eat an Icepop and order your food at the same time(!!!!!!!!!!!!)